I'm not who I was

I've been thinking about a friend who I haven't seen in a very long time recently, one of those friendships that didn't end in a way that I had wanted. I don't really have any idea how this person is doing, but I'm at a place now that I feel like I really could talk to and hang out with them again and it would be okay. But at the same time, there's the question of whether or not I should do something about it. I've forgiven them in my heart, but would contacting them be a poor decision? I like what Brandon Heath has to say...

I'm Not Who I Was, by Brandon Heath

I wish you could see me now

I wish I could show you how

I'm not who I was

I used to be mad at you

A little on the hurt side, too

But I'm not who I was

I found my way around

To forgiving you

Sometime ago

But I never got to tell you so

I found us in a photograph

I saw me and I had to laugh

You know, I'm not who I was

You were there, you were right beside me

And I wonder if you ever loved me

Just for who I was

When the pain came back again

Like a bitter friend
It was all that I could do

To keep myself from blaming you

I reckon it's a funny thing

I figured out I can sing

Now I'm not who I was

I write about love and such

Maybe cause I want it so much

I'm not who I was

I was thinking maybe I

Should let you know

I am not the same

But I never did forget your name

Hello

Well the thing I find most amazing

About amazing grace

Is the chance to give it out
Maybe that's what love is all about

I wish you could see me now

I wish I could show you how

I'm not who I was